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Muscle Memory

by Roe Knows Best

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1.
No wonder she's alone when all she talks about is space. It's shame she's stuck at home and not in your face. We live in prisons of our own design. She's fucked up, but says she's fine. I wait by your window and at the sound of your voice, my heart explodes. I tip-toe through your garden, but at night I lie awake wide-eyed on the ground. Picking scar tissue like a lock because there is no key of what could possibly unlock you and me. Hearts broken on parade. And we're too calloused to feel a thing. I wait by your window and at the sound of your voice, my heart explodes. I tip-toe through your garden, but at night I lie awake wide-eyed on the ground. No wonder I'm alone when all I talk about is space Inclined to watching sci-fi shows inside a TV daze. I've built a prison of my own design, but my heart's on my sleeve, it's on the line...
2.
Gotta get out of this house, gotta get out of this room, gotta get out of this skin so baptize my bones, I'm leaving soon And you say, "Don't it make you crazy, down all night cuz no one believes in you? Feeling like you're standing still while the world moves around you, but they don't know you like I do." Gotta get out of this state, gotta get out of this town, gotta get out of this country and turn that frown upside down. And you say, "Don't it make you crazy, down all night cuz no one believes in you? Feeling like you're standing still while the world moves around you, but they don't know you like I do!" And you say, "Don't it make you crazy, down all night cuz no one believes in you? Feeling like you're standing still while the world moves around you, but they don't know you like I do!" "You gotta get out of this house" (You call me out) "You gotta get out of this room" (You call me out) "You gotta get out of this bed" (You call me out) "You gotta get out!"
3.
I'm feeling lost and I'm living all over you. Say what you want, still don't know what I'm gonna do. If that's me, what's your - I'm feeling lost and I'm living all over you Say what you want, still don't know what I'm gonna do. If that's me, what's your Truth? Just say what you're going to! Don't know whether I should sleep or hide, laugh or cry, live or die! This separation never came easily A negative mantra on loop repeatedly. on loop repeatedly, on loop repeatedly... And so I tell you what you mean to me! You say you don't know whether to sleep or hide laugh or cry live or die...
4.
Talk Me Down 02:26
Talk me down from this ledge. Swear I'll never hurt you again. Talk me down, but make it hard. My heart is distant and miles apart from my soul because it knows every single "I do" and "I don't". So talk me down, but hold me close cuz I am feeling close to the edge, I'm almost to the edge... And so you'll picture me and nights I've spent feeling abandoned and broken. You know, Michelle is strong but deep inside she and I are filled with tears uncried. Oh, I let go when I'm alone. It's about time I got off this phone, dry my eyes, and count to twelve. Pinky promise, never tell. Don't you ever, ever tell... Talk me down from this ledge, swear I'll never hurt you...
5.
I'm pacing the floor thinking about the morning after that I never had, cuz no one's loved me that way... Well I know what you're thinking - shut your mouth. What a stupid thing for a girl to cry about. Still, I feel left out. I'm being myself, just like all your books said but they don't ever talk about failure of a future and lonely nights. Well maybe, maybe it won't be that bad. Maybe I could be the best goddamn friend I ever had... But still, it makes me sad. Is there something wrong with me, something wrong with me if I don't feel normal? Is there something wrong with me, something wrong with me if I don't wanna feel at all? Is there something wrong with me, something wrong with me if I don't feel normal? Is there something wrong with me, something wrong with me?

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released May 20, 2020

Guitar, Bass, Vocals - Roe O'Brien

Drums - Dana LaMarca

Xylophone on "No Wonder She's Alone" - Roe O'Brien

Tambourine on "Gotta Get Out" - Dana LaMarca

Violin on "All Your Books" - Nicole Scorsone

Produced by Matt Maroulakos and Roe O'Brien

Recorded, mixed & engineered by Matt Maroulakos at The Den in Woodland Park, NJ

Additional engineering provided by Shane Furst and Dylan Saraciniello

Mastered by Mike Piacentini

Cover Art by Dominic Sylvester

All songs written by Roe O'Brien

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